Of A Husband

do you know how hard it is when you don't get what you want?

being in love is so not normal to me. i am a person who is hard to deal with. i don't love myself. but i do have love in my heart that i want to give away.

i wish i could give all my love to that man i call husband. he's been so caring and loving, and i wish i could be his. then came that thought in my mind.

stop being greedy.

i might be his, but he would never be mine.

so i hope God would consider to take me away, sooner.


love,
Tini.