really want to die but...

i was screaming last night, and everyone's home. everyone. my aunt and her family, granma, my parents, my cats. it was just because a stupid issue, the exaggerated by mom.

you think i want to live like this? you think i want to behave like this? you think what, suka-suka is it?

i just want you to understand me, and calling me childish isn't helping.

now i want to die. someone please kill me! shoot me, slam me with your lorry or something.

just do something so i die. this is not a call for help to keep me alive anymore.