Five-Pill Night

VERY fast heartbeat.
Nausea.
Confusion.
Numb joints.
Emotionless.
Compressed appetite.

Side effects of taking 5 pills. I congratulate myself for still breathing till tonight. I was apologizing to everyone before I shut myself down last night, really. In my heart, I mean. And I was apologizing to you too, dear. May with my depart, will everyone joys. Haih.

And shit, I'm out of pills. Gotta buy some more.

And yes probably you're thinking that 5 pills isn't that much. Yep. Not enough. First Third experiment: Failed.

Shut up. I'm not talking to anyone. They don't have the time to listen. And no, those aren't paracetamols.