Problem(s) of A Full-Figured Person

when you are full-figured (like me and Adele. ME. AND ADELE) , people expect you to cover up what you have. full boobs and full buttocks. what they want to see is you in a gelebeh clothing. anything an inch smaller than that would be considered as a sin. you know sin? revealing? yeah. that sin.

i personally don't think The Religion wants you to show gelebehness as part of being a muslim and ended up looking like a tent (thanks, Youtube-girl-I-forgot-who, you came out with the term 'tent'). The Religion expects you to wear clean smart clothing that follows syarak.

FUYO SYARAK SIOT. yes, syarak. The Religion's Law. syariah.

what i hate about (very, superbly, excessively) loose clothing is, i tend to stumble, get it hooked to something (eg: doorknobs, chair wheels, that happened), stepped on my skirt, and when it's windy, it goes all Marilyn Monroe. that happened too. hard to move. so very very hard to move.

but easy to slip in you know? i mean your boyfriend can share that empty space beneath. haha!

and why should i wear (very, superbly, excessively) loose clothing when other person who talks me to do so, wears fitter clothing? just because they are slimmer?

so slim people are forgiven meh? slim people won't be charged for 'revealing' sins meh? slim people goes to heaven meh?

wow. i should be slim lah like that.